grandpop is hospitalised ever since friday.

he's been severely ill for a month plus already.

he's so pitiful, looks so helpless now.

i don't know what to say.

he may not recover? i don't know.

just hoping for the best for my grandpop.
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now.

i don't know what these people are thinking right now.

at one point of time, you may think that they are always there for you.

well, they said it so.

but in actual life, no they ain't there. they will never be there.

well yeah....new people in their lives?

riggggggggghts.

words are meant to be said, promises are meant to be kept.

but it's just all bull.

i can't stand these people..and i rather not,anymore.

i feel as if i'm being used.

really.

can't say that i don't care or don't feel anything for it.

right?

all humans do have feelings and emotions.

and i deserve to feel that way? yes, no?

i just can never understand why.......

when someone new comes into your life...you begin to forget the ones closest( or used-to) to you?

or shall i say, would rather want to forget?

is that so difficult to understand? i don't know.

sigh.

people, people, people.

they are all just the same.

come to you when they feel like it. go as when as they like.