Saturday, December 15, 2007, 10:12 PM
I CARE, BUT IM NO EFFING LESBIAN


okay.
i got a lot t say t you.
yeah, i got a lot t say.
i donnoe if i ve any reason(s) t b angry w you.
not really angry. more like, pissed. annoyed.
w your attittude.
and your effing nonsense .
geez, do you realise what you ve just done?? or what you did.
think bout those times you tell me tt you will nva go back t her.
think bout those times you tell me tt you will nva talk t her.
think bout those times you tell me tt you will nva ever care bout her.
so tell me. tell me. tell me.
i donnoe if im overreacting?
i donnoe if im being oversuspicious?
i donnoe if im exxagerating (even?).
bcause ppl ve th every rights t b frens w whoever they want. .
whichever bitch they choose. right?
it's your choice.
and i ve no control over whichever bitch you chose t b frens w.
i ve no control over you.
but im being a bitch bout this bcause i care fr you (very much).
im being a bitch bout this bcause you re my great gyf.
im being a bitch bout this bcause i treat you like my sister.
im being a bitch bout this bcause we ve been thru this f-ing shit tgr.
fuck, i sound like an effing lesbian.
don't you see? you re one of my 5yrs bestest gyf ever..
and so explains why i sounded like this..
don't you see?
im crushed w what you did.
i donnoe how many 'you-s' she has in her frens list. .
but my instinct is telling me tt it's you. big time.
so do you ve anything t say t me?
do you ve anything t tell me?
do you ve anything t explain t me?
well, like i ve said. . i ve no control over you.
so don't bother.
th only thing tt gt me thinking& wonder why you did what you did;
mayb you still do care fr her as your fren..
mayb you still do wanna be frens w her, again.
well, don't you?
it may just b a little smtg frm you..
bt it was a 'personalized' gift. do you know what it means?
im just effing pissed w tt 'personalized' word.
you do care, don't you ?
yes, you do.
i used t doubt you when we bcame frens again(2yrs ago).
and as time flies, i started t build my trust on you.
and all i gotta say now is..
im losing my trust on you.. bit by bit.


it's just those fake tales of yours.
Y'Know?

Mimi.
15th May.

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