Sunday, June 04, 2006, 9:54 AM
its all over.

" ALL U NOE IS, WITHIN A BLINK OF DE EYE..U NOE TT ITS ALL OVER"


so i'm back bloggin`.i noe i ve been missin for ages..freakingly sorry abt it cos` got impt tings to attd to. n it matters a lot to my whole family. so gotta giv bloggin` a miss for centuries.

my greatgranny jus passed away on de 3rd of june.
tts de impt reason for nt bloggin.
so i was told tt she was critically ill on de 1st..bt i got sch..so cant go n visit.den went to my cuz's place after sch(whre she was stayin at tt time) on fri. yea..so sad to c her lyin` thre;motionless.i was shockd tt my uncles,aunties n granny were readin yassin. wat does tt suppose to mean??u noe?? ..n tt broke my heart.she cant eat..n so de NG feeding.
so we cousins stayd over..to company de family.even my granny didnt go back..cos` she wanna company her mom(which is my greatgranny).
shockingly,my greatgranny gav out her last breath at 3am on de 3rd of june.2 of my cousins managed to c her at de last momment of life. bt nt de 3of us. .i donnoe y i was delayin wonderin whtr to wear contacts or nt ..so wen i was wearin, i heard de cries.. .n i noe wats happenin`....
i jus cant help cryin..
de burial process shatterd all of our hearts into millions. cant bear to c our loved one leavin us jus lyke tt.. within a blink of de eye,we all realisd tt shes gone.forever.n will neva cum back.

at de end of de world or de last ting i c..u re..
neva comin` home.neva comin home.
greatgranny, i hope ur soul will rest in peace.all of us will continue to pray for u. amin.

todae i'm goin` over again.
bt i gotta settle my studies ferst. .cos socio paper is on tis weds n i havent prepare a shitt.
den headin town to get my jeans frm topshop.
ohh yea..probably gonna pierce `my ear..de top left part of it.it cud reslove all my miseries.

tts all ppl.
gotta bathe now n go out.

bubbyes.
muacks.<3.
we lost it all.
Y'Know?

Mimi.
15th May.

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